Wednesday, January 29, 2014

week 3 blog 2

Did the stranger part 2 today.  Really interesting discussions. One thing that got me was the idea that Meursault wasn't actually emotionless, and that he just decided to bottle up his emotion.  This was an interesting idea, because it changes the whole story.  It goes from a tale about an emotionless man to one fighting emotions.  This internal battle would be an extremely painful and difficult one.  As a person who tends to bottle up a lot of emotions I can understand the struggle, but I can only imagine the intense struggle that Meursault would have felt.  He seemed to have a changed a little while in prison too.  Like it was somehow easier to express emotion after he gets put in prison.  I can imagine that it would have felt good to release a lot of that built up emotional tension, but with person such as Meursault, one can’t truly tell.  I also found the idea of the world being indifferent towards him a little mind bending.  To think that we don’t matter except to ourselves is a very heavy thought.  Because we all think we matter, even if just a little bit.  The idea is kind of hard to swallow, yet upon really thinking about it, it doesn't seem like we would matter in the grand scheme of things.  I mean there are millions upon billions upon trillions of stars.  And each one likely has planets.  And there it’s highly likely that there are others out there. Who’s to say we are more important than them?  Why do we matter more than them? It makes me think about all of humanities religions, and how crazy they would seem to other sentient beings out there.  It makes me think that none of the religious beliefs people have mean anything. Like nothing at all means anything.  whoa

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